I knew that being a mom was not going to be easy. I knew it was going to be full of love and cuteness and cheek pinching and snuggling and everything good. What I didn't even think of was how SCARY it is at the same time. I have never loved and cared for someone so much and it scares me to think of everything that could happen in this little boys life.
I worry about every noise, every face and every movement he makes or doesn't make. I think I am totally normal right?? I have been such a mess of emotions every day: happy, worried, sad about going back to work next week, HAPPY and a little CraZZZZy. Some moments I feel like I just cant make this boy happy, he cries like he is starving after he has eaten both boobs and a 3oz bottle! I know he is not hungry, and I rock him and bounce him and kiss him and nothing works until he realizes that he is not hungry he is just tired! I keep forgetting that sometimes babies just cry and I cant fix EVERYTHING as much as I want to.
I love the feeling of loving someone so much. I would do anything and everything for this boy, to make him happy and see him smile. Everything about him is precious and perfect and I have been thanking God every day for blessing me with the sweetest baby in the world!
Here are some more cute pics of the little angel :) ENJOY
Looking at the angels
"Aaaachoooooo"
Going to the doctors, he does not look happy.
Berkley stuff from his cousin Katie
helping mommy do the laundry
Yawning so cute
Aunt Remie loves her baby Noah
Looking a little sweaty before his bath
His favorite place in the whole world!
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