These last months I have been stressing and stressing about gaining weight and I HATE feeling like that! I have been eating whatever I want and working out but I think my body has plans of its own...plans that do not match mine. I think that it wants to have some weight on my bones...more than usual...more than I am comfortable with. I have been having mini panic attacks and crying fits when trying to get dressed because I have been feeling like nothing fits or looks the way it use to. I had sort of an epiphany today when I realized that I look just fine! I am in shape and healthy. As long as I am staying active, eating healthy (minus the occasional Oreo and Ice Cream) and most importantly my baby is healthy and happy than I am HAPPY! I am going to do my very best to just enjoy the next couple months and not worry whether I "look pregnant" from the back or not. My body may feel like a house on certain days but it is in fact a home right now for my very special project... the most important and special project I have ever had, and if that means gaining 30 lbs to bring my best friend into the world than I will welcome those 30lbs with a smile and then kick its butt when the baby comes out :)
Hope I can keep up this positive attitude!
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